I'm Gay - Eugene Lee Yang

Eugene comes out as gay in his original, deeply personal music video, featuring music by ODESZA.
Written, Directed, & Choreographed by Eugene Lee Yang
A Moment Apart” & “Intro Instrumental” - listen now at odesza.lnk.to/amaYT
Set Photography by JD Renes Photography
Executive Producer - Cathleen Cher
Producer - Sally Sujin Oh
Director of Photography - Adam Lee
Production Designer - Matt Soko
Editor - Jonas Thorhallsson
Colorist - Jakob Thorhallsson
Hair - David Dang
Makeup - Arianna Chaylene Bean
Stylist - Farren Jean Andrèa
Stylist Assistant - Kali Mackay
Hair for Ensemble - Cayla Solomon
Makeup for Ensemble - Kasha Lassien
Oscar Utiérre
Farren Jean Andrèa
Malan Breton
Eugene Lee Yang
Sister - Grace Yoo
Brother - Intae Kim
Mother - Terumi Shimazu
Father - Gary Murakami
Girl - Sophia Oddi
Boy - Joshua Blaine
Kim Chi
Jazzmyne Jay
Rhea Litré
Mayhem Miller
Curly Velasquez
Arisce Wanzer
Jason Beaubien, Ryan Blake, Sol Deleo, Mitchell Flores, William Fryt, Mario Godiva, Delaney Goodman, Carter Lee, Jake Mason, Ava Minett, Loretta Minett, Rene Punzalan, Hector Sanchez, Donavan Sanders, Daniel Suarez, Aus Wang, Roman Young
Hind Boa, Justin Chen, Isaac Chu, Felicia Coito, Maiquel Denee, Kate Duffy, Alexandria Herring, Gideon Jacob, Samuel Johnson, Dyan Jong, Aris Kakkis, Danny Lam, Jeremy Lam, Shantell Lamb, Doinelle Macabugao, Lesha McBride, Annie Nguyen, Pat Nguyen, Robyin Nguyen, Devin Parker, Nick Rufca, Alyssa Santos, Zain Shami
Assistant Director - Clyde Goins
2nd AD - Dolly Gray
Music Supervisor - Cathleen Cher
1st AC - Dawson Taylor
2nd AC - Oscar Martinez
Gaffer - Devon Wilson
Best Boy Electric - Vince Valentin
Key Grip - Huan Manton
Best Boy Grip - Justin Lee
Art Director - Spencer Trent
Set Dresser - Devin Parker
Crane Operators - Ryan Elliott, Mike Pusatere
Production Assistants - Delaney Goodman, Izzy Mojamiid, Sergio Ochoa
Catering - Humberto's Catering
Weho Dodgeball
Now More Than Ever Artists
East West Players
Virtual World Arcade
Adam Foley & Ninja Tune
Special Thanks To!
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  • is he really gay??

    Llyrehseiya Dw CasyroLlyrehseiya Dw CasyroVor 3 Stunden
  • My gay radar was right.

    Icon LacanariaIcon LacanariaVor 7 Stunden
  • I liked it a lot cuz im bi

    Ashley's random vidsAshley's random vidsVor 8 Stunden
  • Well now I'm crying.

    KågganKågganVor 9 Stunden
  • i lowkey cried

    Cool KidCool KidVor 10 Stunden
  • Still my favorite video on DE-visions ❤️🧡💛💚

    Maggie IsMaggie IsVor 10 Stunden
  • Dan: **45 minute, heartfelt, months of planning, etc.** Eugene: Hold my beer Phil: lol, I'm gay!

    Jessie JenkinsJessie JenkinsVor 11 Stunden
  • To every person who disliked this video, "You are being unsporting and hurtful to someone who means a lot to a lot of people... and, a question, why when someone is being brave would you look down on them and instead of being loving bring hate.. absolutely NOT cool."

    Maia StarkMaia StarkVor 12 Stunden
  • I already knew

    NITRO BENNITRO BENVor 14 Stunden
  • I love watching this video over and over it’s so incredibly genius and beautiful at the same time

    Levia SLevia SVor 18 Stunden
  • Did anyone else get goosebumps? That was beautiful.

    N. JimenezN. JimenezVor 20 Stunden
  • Every scene is a step of coming out represented by the rainbow LGBTQ+ flag. The first is related to his upbringing and how he was swept along the way, being told to follow the manly roles and being reprimended for not doing so. The second is about faith, church specifically. In psychology, beliefs are of utmost importance, being seen as limits and barriers. Is the basis of Superego, that fights inconscient instincts that are not accepted by society and its construct on ourselves. Faith is important, and watching the churches, in general, being homophobic, at the very least, is a heavy burden for the Superego and can limit our freedom. The third is a beautiful depictation of Eugene's love life, and most certainly, the IT factor that made him *him* . Trying it out with a girl, but not workin out because of her biologic sex and his sexuality, he becomes infatuated with the Yellow man and severs his old relationship. The fourth is strong. Accepted by his people, but not by society, he reenacts the Pulse Club tragedy to symbolize human hatred against love because of their own problems with social constructs and incapability of aknowledging LGBTQ+ people and fellows. Rest In Peace. Then, in the fifth, the relation between society flaws and family issues on accepting Eugene and queer people by who they really are is shown as a one sided gangbang fight, then introducing us to the sixth and last scene, which shows us that the hatred is not one sided and society is on war between acceptance and belief, hatred and respect, love and hate. Every one is at fault, and innocent people are cought in the middle, representing the wrong, even though they did nothing bad. Arguing and screaming and fighting each other, thinking that something is gonna change. *WE* have to change *OURSELVES* , and that's it.

    Bea ÁvilaBea ÁvilaVor 20 Stunden
  • Eugene I kinda now that's already but you are who you are

    baby joebaby joeVor Tag
  • thank you, eugene. this saves me a little more every time i watch it. talent and bravery in its purest form

    Brianna StanleyBrianna StanleyVor Tag
  • this is deep and beautiful

    Moonwake JaneMoonwake JaneVor Tag
  • I've rewatched this many times and every time I cry for some reason. Is this just me?

    Itzel EsparzaItzel EsparzaVor Tag
  • this video is so beautiful, i know it's been months since this came out but i can't help but cry every time i watch it

    Anita CabrialezAnita CabrialezVor Tag
  • It been months and this shit still give me goosebumps

    you wished that things never changedyou wished that things never changedVor Tag
  • This deserves an award

    Juliana MoonJuliana MoonVor Tag
  • I watched this when it first came out and I just watched it again and once again I am so moved and touched by this. This is such a powerful piece of art and it brings me to tears every time

    Juliana MoonJuliana MoonVor Tag
  • I've watched this approximately a thousand times and it still never fails to make me cry. Thank you, Eugene. You are a god(dess) among (wo)men and truly deserving of the HRC award.

    Thalia DriscollThalia DriscollVor Tag

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  • So powerful!!!! this will never get old because it's 🔥🔥

    Winona OWinona OVor Tag
  • Ooooo girl you look cute in a dress!

    Kimchi! !Kimchi! !Vor Tag
  • Forza horizon 4 theme song

    Texas RacingTexas RacingVor Tag
  • Thought this was one of bird mans vid lol

    Edwin LiEdwin LiVor Tag
  • One of my fav youtube videos ever

    Sofia whiteSofia whiteVor Tag
  • To all the 59k who disliked, wtf is wrong with you?! This is literally one of the most beautifully performed pieces I’ve ever seen

    Imogen B-WImogen B-WVor Tag
  • I love this so much. I heard about it on the news then i watched. This is a true piece of art and such a great way to express yourself

    Gacha kid MidnightGacha kid MidnightVor Tag
  • So my crush is gay... I still find it hard to believe..😑😑😑

    mpho SAmpho SAVor Tag
    • @K and last time I checked, I didn't ask for your opinion... So shut the fuck up!!!

      mpho SAmpho SAVor 17 Stunden
    • His existence doesn't revolve around you

      KKVor 21 Stunde
  • From the first breathe, it was captivating. The music and motion said more than words could ever express. I am sitting in my bedroom watching this for the 5th time today, absolutely speechless. Thankyou, for this gift to the world.

    Sing it upSing it upVor Tag
  • lol imagine getting excited about being a pervert

    Jcream101Jcream101Vor Tag
    • lol imagine being a homophobic piece of shit in a place with nothing but love and support and thinking that anyone is gonna be dumb enough to play into it.

      Jessie JenkinsJessie JenkinsVor 11 Stunden
    • Wdym?

      Maureen WesselingMaureen WesselingVor Tag
  • This is a gorgeous video! Thank you for sharing!

    Liane de R.Liane de R.Vor Tag
  • It was so beautiful😍

    Angelina FreyAngelina FreyVor Tag
  • Lol same

    Reaper WolfReaper WolfVor Tag
  • I sobbed the entire time due to how beautiful this is

    Gabrielle ZimmermanGabrielle ZimmermanVor Tag
  • I keep watching like at least once a week since it came out❤❤

    Yeni SorianoYeni SorianoVor Tag
  • lol

    LyricsByKaylaLyricsByKaylaVor Tag
  • I love this so much!!!!!!

    Elena FicklinElena FicklinVor 2 Tage
  • Hey only you can change your life no one else can.

    WõłfìeWõłfìeVor 2 Tage
  • Im sorry i can donate i really sorry i restpect the Gay lesbians and bisexual people can that help

    Sharon HurtadaSharon HurtadaVor 2 Tage
  • That was beautiful and really emotional, I really was not expecting it to hit me that hard. I am a huge fan of Eugene, and I am very proud of him. This would have taken a lot of strength and emotion to do this in a typically Eugene way and it was amazing.

    Angelus LeoAngelus LeoVor 2 Tage
  • *Give him an oscar or something*

    Random girl typing comments oofRandom girl typing comments oofVor 2 Tage
  • Why are all the hot guys gay? (This was suppost to be a joke hope nobody is offended T^T)

    HeyImARandomPusheenHeyImARandomPusheenVor 2 Tage
  • Oh my goshhh I get so emotional, why haven't I saw this before I was so late... Eugene 😍😍😍 bravoo

    John PaulJohn PaulVor 2 Tage
  • That was beautiful. I felt all the feelings even if I was crying most of it, I cry when I'm happy and sad and pretty much any strong feelings.

    Blast BaitsBlast BaitsVor 2 Tage
  • Hahaha, no. You're Homosexual. You behave in a gay manner. And no one gives a shit. "HEY, EVERYONE! I PAY MY BILLS ON TIME! I'M SPEEEEECCCCCCCIAL!!!!". You're just another insecure asshole hiding behind your ego. Which makes you one in six of all people.

    Miles C. AnthonyMiles C. AnthonyVor 2 Tage
  • 99.99% of the comments: explaining the meaning in the colours Me: in the purple scene does anyone else notice the drag person just being the sassy one😂

    Jacinta MareeJacinta MareeVor 2 Tage
  • That is beautiful.

    Petrus AthosPetrus AthosVor 2 Tage
  • Literal tears, this speaks volumes without any words. This conveys feeling and emotion so purely.

    SquirrlySwirlySquirrlySwirlyVor 2 Tage
  • He has gone through so much but I find it admirable that he still listened to himself and followed in what he believed in 😍

    Parneet SidhuParneet SidhuVor 2 Tage
  • This truly is a work of art and may I say how happy I am for Eugene!😍

    Parneet SidhuParneet SidhuVor 2 Tage
  • Omg omg omg I love this So much!!! AND IM SO HAPPY FOR EUGENE!!!!! IM ACTUALLY GONNA CRY!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰😭

    Parneet SidhuParneet SidhuVor 2 Tage
  • I support even though I’m not gay 🙂

    kmu90kmu90Vor 2 Tage
  • I new this the hole time who else

    Rtclutch 575Rtclutch 575Vor 2 Tage

    FiRRFiRRVor 2 Tage
  • What does white vs black mean in the video

    Malcolm DohertyMalcolm DohertyVor 2 Tage
    • Supportive and unsupportive people in his life. Even his family was split, in the blue scene he reaches for the people in black, they go to help him up, and the people in white hit the others and shove him back down.

      KKVor 21 Stunde
  • Okay, this is the fastest time I've ever clicked the unsubscribe button

    A i g h tA i g h tVor 2 Tage
  • This is just truly amazing this just showed to not let people push you around just be yourself no matter what, I am a full supporter for LGTB I love you Eugene

    Lilly JoynesLilly JoynesVor 2 Tage
  • This was absolutely awesome

    Alyce MartinezAlyce MartinezVor 2 Tage
  • Discutang

    Plustrack 1243Plustrack 1243Vor 2 Tage
    • If you are going to be rude, the least you could do is spell correctly

      Willdrenner 1Willdrenner 1Vor 12 Stunden
    • No

      Plustrack 1243Plustrack 1243Vor 2 Tage
    • Plustrack 1243 spell properly

      Kyle ClarksonKyle ClarksonVor 2 Tage
  • wait, what? aren't all the try guys gay and out of the closet?

    Arcadian MuziqueArcadian MuziqueVor 2 Tage
    • Arcadian Muzique no ned and Keith have wifes

      Kyle ClarksonKyle ClarksonVor 2 Tage
  • Eugenes orange outfit is so cool ahhhhhh

    f.dyer0528f.dyer0528Vor 2 Tage
  • Was it just me or am I thinking of the McLaren Senna during this video?

    Ced 03Ced 03Vor 3 Tage
  • The levels of cringe are big in this video

    Alperen 0485Alperen 0485Vor 3 Tage
    • Alperen 0485 no there not

      Kyle ClarksonKyle ClarksonVor 2 Tage
  • This is beautiful. ㅠㅠ

    youdon'twanna know._.youdon'twanna know._.Vor 3 Tage
  • *Ha, gayyyy!*

    juhannussima teemukissajuhannussima teemukissaVor 3 Tage
    • @Kyle Clarkson juke

      juhannussima teemukissajuhannussima teemukissaVor 2 Stunden
    • juhannussima teemukissa why just why

      Kyle ClarksonKyle ClarksonVor 2 Tage
  • I came back to this video and I just want to say, behalf of the straight community and the muslim community I’m so sorry that people threat you like this. You should love who you want no matter who you are and who you like. Love doesn’t have a label and if anyone says it does I’m just gonna disregard it. I wish I can make everyone accept who you guys are but I can’t because I know that I can’t change people’s opinions. I’m so sorry that people treat you this way. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

    Raihana RRaihana RVor 3 Tage
  • Good for Eugene

    Hudson ReifHudson ReifVor 3 Tage
  • this is absolutely beautiful art

    leandraleandraVor 3 Tage
I'm Gay - Eugene Lee Yang