ALL ABOUT ALTERS: Part 1 | Debunking DID Ep: 3 | Dissociative Identity Disorder

The first video in a three-part series about Alters. In this first instalment, we explain what alters are, how alters can be different from each other, and WHY alters are different from each other, specifically in terms of gender! Scroll down for sources and studies used/referenced in this video.
Disclaimer I forgot to mention in editing - the trauma I reference is just ONE reason why SOME alters differ from the bodies designated birth sex, but these types of alters are very common and YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE EXPERIENCED THIS TO HAVE AN ALTER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
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Sources and studies used/referenced in this video:
cdn.intechopen.com/pdfs/27253/InTech-Neuroimaging_and_dissociative_disorders.pdf
www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3880957/
traumadissociation.com/
Elzinga et al., (2007)
Reinders et al., (2003)
Reinders et al., (2006)
Reinders, Willemsen, Vos, den Boer, & Nijenhuis, (2012)
Sar, Unal, Kiziltan, Kundakci, and Ozturk (2001)
Sar, Unal, and Ozturk (2007)
Putnam (1997)
International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation. (2011). [Chu, J. A., Dell, P. F., Van der Hart, O., Cardeña, E., Barach, P. M., Somer, E., Loewenstein, R. J., Brand, B., Golston, J. C., Courtois, C. A., Bowman, E. S., Classen, C., Dorahy, M., ̧ Sar,V., Gelinas,D.J., Fine,C.G., Paulsen, S., Kluft, R. P., Dalenberg, C. J., Jacobson-Levy, M., Nijenhuis, E. R. S., Boon, S., Chefetz, R.A., Middleton, W., Ross, C. A., Howell, E., Goodwin, G., Coons, P. M., Frankel, A. S., Steele, K., Gold, S. N., Gast, U., Young, L. M., & Twombly, J.].
Guidelines for treating dissociative identity disorder in adults, third revision. Journal of Trauma & Dissociation, 12, 115-187
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  • I love you so much Nin...

    Aeindrilla BanerjeeAeindrilla BanerjeeVor 14 Stunden
  • You are so brave my dear, and my love.

    Anna DewartAnna DewartVor Tag
  • Nina is my favourite alter🖤

    hhhhhhVor Tag
  • in another system, someone has a doctor who works in the inner worlds. once the alter fronts, is it possible for the body to now hold the knowledge of an usual doctor or-? i hope this isnt an innapropriate question, is just a thought that came up

    ShaemaShaemaVor 2 Tage
  • You shouldn’t have been stronger, you should have been safe. Thanks for this.

    Arunima SharmaArunima SharmaVor 2 Tage
  • But was it non that signed off....

    Union SpiritUnion SpiritVor 2 Tage
  • I'm pretty confused I thought Chloe was the host?

    TrinityTrinityVor 2 Tage
    • @the curious cat what is that video called, I can't find it. Please help!

      Marija JankovicMarija JankovicVor 8 Stunden
    • Chloé has integrated to Nin. Nin is both Nina and Chloé. She hold both their memories but she's not them: she is a new person. It's like 1+1 =1. She made a video about it go check it out! :)

      the curious catthe curious catVor Tag
  • yall should submit an application about DID to minutevideos. They have a large audience and that would spread this channel and what DID is to a lot of people.

    Hannah is allergic to bananasHannah is allergic to bananasVor 3 Tage
  • I definitely do not have the same vocabulary, knowledge or experience, but I have some inclination what is being spoken of here. I also have not, to my knowledge, had any traumatic experiences, but in the past when I have gone through some hurtful events I have had the distinct impression of being an observer within my own head, rather than the person directly seeing what is happening. DID sounds to me like a stronger response to more severe events?

    Bernard NaudéBernard NaudéVor 3 Tage
    • Yes i think so. Some mental disorders are meant to help the body survive and live almost normally. The brain will create a set of mind that is perfect for the situation. For example, in case of DID: a child who have been in an extrem repetitive trauma (doesn't have to be abuse) can't handle all the experience by himself because... Well he's just a child! So the brain will create someone who's strong enough to deal with the trauma, erasing traumatic memories from the child giving him a chance to have a childhood. The problem is once the person is out of trauma, escape the horrific experience: the brain cannot fix itself. You'd think people should be able to live happily once they are out of danger but it's not. It's like taking out an ice cube out of frizz, the ice will melt for sure... But it will take a long time to completely melt. Same with disorders. The body would need a long time to completely heal. We need patient, strength but mostly medical attentions. Hope that helped :)

      the curious catthe curious catVor Tag
  • First I want to apologize, I called Nin nina in a separate comment. This also may have shed some light on some scary things that have gone on in my own head which I haven't gotten help for. Thank you for making this.

    IAmEricaIAmEricaVor 3 Tage
  • Amazing. I really felt as if we were in a personal video chat... Looking forward to applying your advice

    Shatoya InzarShatoya InzarVor 3 Tage
  • Did a psychiatrist teach you this?

    Amanda BoyensAmanda BoyensVor 4 Tage
    • Yes, she is rather well educated about the subject.

      Music LoveMusic LoveVor 3 Tage
  • i may or may not be on weed right now

    Tetsutetsu TetsutetsuTetsutetsu TetsutetsuVor 4 Tage
  • Thank you for making your videos ♥️ the love and support you provide is awesome!

    Kelsey O'NealKelsey O'NealVor 5 Tage
  • Hi friends. I just wanted to make a simple correction, not really correction, but comment on what she said about psychosis. I just wanted to add something that a lot of people might not know. Which is that some people with Bipolar 1 disorder, and only Bipolar 1, not 2 or cyclothemia, can experience psychosis, not just those with schizophrenia. I've been dealing with psychotic episodes for at least a couple of years now, and not a lot of people know about bipolar and that side of it. I just wanted to share that and hopefully help educate more. I hope you are all doing well, and that this isnt taken in the wrong way. I love this channel and the whole system, you guys are incredibly brave, and I'm unbelievably proud of you all.

    Alex HornseyAlex HornseyVor 5 Tage
  • I felt like i was blacking out before i knew and never remimber them. Is that normal?

    camryn sagecamryn sageVor 5 Tage
  • Thank you, Nin.

    xpaderom2xpaderom2Vor 5 Tage
  • my name is max and i am the host of my system. these videos make me very happy.

    lovely and demonic nyaaslovely and demonic nyaasVor 6 Tage
  • Hi umm if anyone in the comments can help plz do Ok so hi I'm Lilly I believe that I am apart of the lgbtqia+ community and my parents are not the most exceptimg but thas kinda besides the point so at the age of 7 or 8 my mom married someone who is not very kind to me even now I have kinda gotten used to it but I saw these videos for only a month or so now and asked my self what of I had DID I told myself nah your just weird but I sat down with paper and a pen and really was tired so I thought to myself ok come on are there ppl living with in me other than me... and I swear up and down heard 2 voices so I proceeded to ask questions like gender, name,sexuality etc. (I'm not gonna say the answers given( privacy reasons)) If you have read this far can I have advice or help me come to a conclusion or something plz thx for reading😊

    Lilly Flowers EKLilly Flowers EKVor 7 Tage
    • I agree with music love, the channel has provid very helpful information about DiD. Their are a lot of symptoms of DID: like amnesia, dissociating, headaches, waking up not remembering what you did or why you are here...ect. If you beleive you may have DID or any other disorder: Definitely look for a professional check up. Good luck! :)

      the curious catthe curious catVor Tag
    • So instead of listening to Golden Leaves, you should check out the rest of this channel. Do you have blackouts? Research the topic a bit more. I hope your home life gets a bit better 😊

      Music LoveMusic LoveVor 3 Tage
    • Wake up and stop hallucinating. Everyone can create a 2 voiced monologue, conversation in their head. Grow up kid and go study for your future. Get a scholarship, you wouldn't need to cry out about student debts. Be a functional person for society, not a depressed teenager trying to claim having mental illnesses just to feel special.

      Golden LeavesGolden LeavesVor 6 Tage
  • I’m going to try and make a character with DID for one of my stories, and your videos are helping a lot with trying to get the character right!

    null ?null ?Vor 7 Tage
  • i miss everyone so much. i hope you are all doing fine and that this time out is for you to come back a lot better. love you guys. ♡

    Angie Hdz.Angie Hdz.Vor 7 Tage
  • Just one thing, schizophrenics can hear "external" or "internal" voices, it depends on the individual.

    Malena Mordekai de OliveiraMalena Mordekai de OliveiraVor 8 Tage
    • Also, so good to hear you stressing having DID is not just having alters, since other mental conditions can generate alters or similar structures, like for an obvious example OSDD

      Malena Mordekai de OliveiraMalena Mordekai de OliveiraVor 8 Tage
  • how can you be so strong and beautiful. Im just amazed you are amazing your channels amazing and your style is amaaazing

    austin bairaustin bairVor 8 Tage
  • i just learned more about DID and also 51 new words! thank you!

    secretsecretVor 8 Tage
  • Your DE-visions channel has helped me understand did

    Elizabeth DrewnickiElizabeth DrewnickiVor 9 Tage
  • Bruh

    Nik MoistNik MoistVor 9 Tage
  • This is kinda unrelated but I love the hair right now. The color looks awesome!

    Gary GoldsteinGary GoldsteinVor 9 Tage
  • Her makeup looks like a look Mykie did (glam & gore) did and I wanna cry

    Ring of FayaRing of FayaVor 9 Tage
  • Im 16yo and I’ve been dating my gf for a year now, she has DID and I fell in love with an other alter in her system too soooo technically I’m dating two girls ❤️😅

    Violette FefeldViolette FefeldVor 10 Tage
    • no your dating 1 girl who has a mental disorder..... the end goal is to make it 1, not 2 not 3, but 1.

      legion160legion160Vor Tag
  • I love the quote of "we're in similar boats in the same sea" it really resonated with me ❤️

    Keara RiggKeara RiggVor 10 Tage
  • I don't know where to go or who to talk to i don't have DID as far as i know. I've been going to a therapist for the past year because i have black outs and would come back to being sore and having cuts on my body last night i was watching one of your videos trying to educate myself on this because my friends mom came to me telling me she has DID and i would like to know how to handle it better as she means a lot to me but anyway i was watching a video of you guys and i heard a extremely dark raspy voice i can't remember exactly only one word that i can't remember but what it said was "even your ____ is pathetic." I believe it was referring to me but i was extremely scared and i blacked out again with cuts on me in the morning. If anyone could give me advice on this I would appreciate it. I love this channel by the way you guys are doing amazing.

    RevsRevsVor 10 Tage
    • I'm not quiet sure i understand your question (technically you didn't ask a question hhh). I don't have enough information from you to give you the right answer. The best advice i can give you is to talk about it to your regular doctor. Your therapist will know the best for you (hopefully). It seems to me you are practicing "self harm", maybe you suffer from depression? (again i can't throw anything, i'm not a professional). As someone who had depression, It's quiet often to hear thoughts like that. Sometimes the dark thoughts can be very intense to the point they seems external. Sometimes i can just ignore them but they do get to me other times..and i would panic, cut myself cry and than woke up the next day with blurry memory. I'm sharing this to you in hope you can relate to me in a way. If you think you may have DID please wheck out the symptoms of DID (Nin has talked about it in her channel, definitely watch her videos) but most importantly: see your doctor :) if you are not satisfied with the diagnostic you were given, you can always see another doctor untill you find a decent one. Hope that helped even a bit. Good luck ;) Ps: i'm only a medical student so i might be wrong in all what i said. Sorry 😅🙏

      the curious catthe curious catVor Tag
  • i disagree with the science in so far as, a childs mind couldn't create entirely separate egos and complete people like DID alters are, science can't even accept that we have a singular soul, how could accept that we could host a multitude of them. Science will far short in this condition as it's reality transcends the physical boundaries science is concerned with

    namesmaryjanenamesmaryjaneVor 10 Tage
    • I don’t think you understand, I’m not sure if this is 100% correct but as certain memories are separated they form different people as they grow up inside this one body. It has been scientifically proven.

      Music LoveMusic LoveVor 3 Tage
  • I absolutely love how Nin explains things. She's calm and collected, and makes everything easy to understand.

    Georgie MorganGeorgie MorganVor 10 Tage
  • When did you integrate into Nin?

    Delanie CDelanie CVor 10 Tage
    • 7 months ago

      Tregenza TTregenza TVor 6 Tage
  • Kalteznmapm :i like your make up Kmlapwez: be strong, be great you we all need in days like these (that the corona is here) to be strong and have to do the best of it

    Shadow Girl D AShadow Girl D AVor 10 Tage
  • Hello, first and foremost thank you all for what you all do and as bravely that you all do it. I do not know if you all are still doing the channel and read comments but I found this channel while trying to pull myself out of a downward spiral dark place this morning *we will leave it at that for trigger purposes* and I listened and watched all of the commentary. I laughed, I learned, and cried (I am not afraid to say that being a grown man, but I will not show it - had to go for a walk) I want to thank you, I got distracted by learning about you all and being pulled in and finding myself a part of you all's world only if briefly through watching. I just wanted you all to know what an impact you have (positive) on people and please if you all are up to it keep doing what you do. It pulled me out of a period and let me go on today as a semicolon. (best way I think I could describe it for you all and anyone reading the comments. If only just for today, thank you.

    WONDER TREKWONDER TREKVor 11 Tage
  • Just found the channel, and this has been really informative, I love it when people share things like this, because it’s extremely hard to look into things like this and inform others about it when it’s something you deal with because it throws you back in to that sort of thing. So even though it was probably really hard for you I really appreciate that you did it!

    Kailee NauglerKailee NauglerVor 11 Tage
  • Thank you for this video. I did not find it hard to follow. It seem have have just the right amount of depth that I need.

    Scott BenedictScott BenedictVor 11 Tage
  • I have a question can bullies cause DID? Sorry if it's a stupid question

    Soupbell CamSoupbell CamVor 11 Tage
    • Soupbell Cam No, it’s not a stupid question, if the bullying is really severe before the age of nine I’m sure it could happen.

      Music LoveMusic LoveVor 3 Tage
    • Okay thank you sorry that it was a stupid question.

      Soupbell CamSoupbell CamVor 6 Tage
    • If they caused repeated trauma before 9 years old

      Tregenza TTregenza TVor 6 Tage
  • Can ya'll make a video about any new alters that are comfortable (if any are) talking to us and explain what place they have in the system?

    Soupbell CamSoupbell CamVor 11 Tage
  • There is nothing fun about dissociative identity disorder Me:... doing one man duets is pretty fun

    Tristan The Inconspicuous AlienTristan The Inconspicuous AlienVor 12 Tage
  • Is there any other way to know if you have DID other than a doctors diagnosis?

    findyourimxginxtionfindyourimxginxtionVor 12 Tage
    • No

      Carmen SalazarCarmen SalazarVor 2 Tage
  • Hi Nin! I really didn’t understand much of what you say that you integrated, i dont know where i can learn more about this in one of your videos or somewhere else, thanks!

    CarolinaCarolinaVor 12 Tage
    • the curious cat Thank you so much 😄

      CarolinaCarolinaVor Tag
    • Nin said before : DID is like a shattered glass bowl (shattered into pieces) . When the pieces glued together that's called 'integration". The two pieces glued together to become one piece: like Chloé and Nina integrated to be Nin. Nin is like a fusion of the two alters: she hold their memories and experience but she's not Chloé or Nina. She's a new different alter in some way.... It's like 1+1 =1. Most of the time integration happens when two alters become open about their trauma: Alter1 will shere the trauma with Alter2. Alter2 understand it and accept (only an example) . In this case, the brain doesn't need anymore to hide this memory from alter2: this alter is ready to receive the memory and so will integrate with alter 1 to create alter3. Hope that helped :)

      the curious catthe curious catVor Tag
    • She made a video called "how Integration works" 7 months ago

      Tregenza TTregenza TVor 6 Tage
  • Is it like your subconscious thoughts, emotions and feelings but fragmented?

    FelixFelixVor 12 Tage
  • DissociaDID, I have a question. Can all alters integrate into one person (through a period of time). Is it possible that all the amnesia between all alters goes away through a period of time, and all the memories become connected.

    Ida VavpetičIda VavpetičVor 12 Tage
    • That's the main goal talked about in a lot of literature but most DID systems want to keep living with their alters because it's too painful to even think about being alone anymore.

      Saiyuri CoSaiyuri CoVor 11 Tage
  • I feel like... Idk. When Nin talks about topics such as skin colour in SUCH a respectful way... I just don't get how people can go on with their accusations. I mean... isn't the way she talks and what she says about these topics in so many videos full proof that she is a decent person with no bad intentions? So frustrating :/

    Jacky SJacky SVor 12 Tage
    • @legion160 apologizes if I'm misunderstanding because current events and it's 1 am but I agree with you. That's how DID is treated. But I do know from professionals they have to get to know the alters in order to integrate and heal

      Saiyuri CoSaiyuri CoVor Tag
    • @Saiyuri Co because she is NOT multiple people, no an alter is NOT a real person and treating it as such just normalizes the disorder, thats why ITS A DISORDER! its good she helps people get past the stigma but at the same time its still a bad thing, the goal is to reconnect the "personas" or alters into 1 person, not make each individual a person and think thats ok

      legion160legion160Vor Tag
    • Saiyuri Co I can understand that and it’s a topic that has to be approached very carefully and respectfully, I totally agree. I can understand that some things were worded not correctly and poc have a right to be irritated. Calling Nin racist is a whole other story for me though and something that has been thrown around so easily. In my opinion it’s clear that she has no bad intentions and wasn’t aware it was offending to anyone. I think that’s the main difference.

      Jacky SJacky SVor 11 Tage
    • Have you seen the older videos (Some have been privated) and tweets and comments she's made? A lot of poc people don't like them. It seems they don't like the alters being labeled as a race but the alter has never experienced the racism so it feels rude. She has drawn twice her native American alter very stereotypical with a feather and them being 'spiriual.' I've been told she removed those drawings recently from instagram. Why wouldn't she leave everything up if there's nothing wrong with them.

      Saiyuri CoSaiyuri CoVor 11 Tage
  • Thank you so, so much. You are all a beacon of hope in a world of darkness. You are all extremely intelligent. I was wondering if you could recommend some books that you found helpful on DID and OSDD please? Thank you kindly.

    Starlight ValkyrieStarlight ValkyrieVor 12 Tage
  • Thank you so much for making this video! It has helped me see that I have a very big possibility of having DID and your information turned so many cogs in my head and then I started to cry from being so confused from figuring out so many connections! Thank you so much... You opened my eyes and I wanted to just say I really appreciate it! I’m still quite confused on what to do as of yet but I have figured out so many signs I have. Once again thank you so very much :)

    I Am YI Am YVor 13 Tage
    • @Margitkám I cant as of yet as many places are closed due to corona in my state..

      I Am YI Am YVor 12 Tage
    • @- TT Thank you so much!

      I Am YI Am YVor 12 Tage
    • Go and visit a professional.

      MargitkámMargitkámVor 12 Tage
    • Its probably going to be very hard in the first few months/years but i promise it gets better over time. The only thing i can advise you is to do as much research about it as you can (there are other channels such as the entropy system or multiplicity&me if you need another insight) and to try to see a professional as soon as possible Wishing you the best of luck! ♡

      - TT- TTVor 13 Tage
  • I found out I had D I D by having blackouts as a teen, People would tell me hey you did this and it would be something I’d never do in my life and I’d go by different names and all that stuff that’s scary when you snap back into it! Then a doctor told me when I start to feel like I’m drifting away to smoke cbd “pot with no thc” and it worked till I started watching one of your videos where you have that older alter and you were talking about childhood trauma and it was the first time I’ve started again where my alters were able to fully take over again , I had a nose bleed and all of a sudden I lost control . Idk it hurts me more knowing someone might have gone through what I went through if that makes sense I wouldn’t wish childhood trauma on my worst enemy.

    Mitchell TennantMitchell TennantVor 13 Tage
  • Your intro-music is so relaxing

    Klara PKlara PVor 13 Tage
  • I’m so glad your channel exist my boyfriend has DID, and I never could understand it when he would try to explain it but after watching your channel I feel like I can understand it way better, and it’s made our relationship stronger ❤️ - Also your makeup is always gorgeous!

    PastelPonyPastelPonyVor 14 Tage
  • nin is such a wonderful person but i’m lowkey intimidated by her when she gets all serious

    parappa_maxwellparappa_maxwellVor 14 Tage
  • TW trauma! I’m the cohost of our system and hold a major part of our trauma. I’m a cis male in a female body and that part made me feel so much better. I’m also a factive but didn’t fully know who I was (no one did) until after we discovered we were a system. Thank you.

    whoomp there it iswhoomp there it isVor 14 Tage
  • You are incredible, and YOU are not on your own❤️

    amber-leighamber-leighVor 15 Tage
  • Thanks for taking the time to educate us!

    Annie DooleyAnnie DooleyVor 15 Tage
  • I know something is weird or wrong in my mind but I do not understand what, I feel like I must be faking but I know of two more of me because my friend made me aware of them, Raine and Luna by what is describe by people with DID a caretaker Luna is more of a caretaker, I usually don't remember what happens while Luna is active? She takes over and then when I'm back my room is different and things are messy but I feel like I'm faking it because most of the time I have semi control or I can watch what happening but can't control it, I don't think I have DID but something's wrong with me

    SageSageVor 15 Tage
  • Thank you so much for this ❤

    DanaDanaVor 15 Tage
  • PERIODDD SHE WAS LOOKING THRU THE SCREEN AT YALL

    avaavaVor 15 Tage
  • I'm being told by my family that I have different personalities and my doctor is thinking DID. Part of me is thinking, maybe they have a point, they could be wrong. Most of the time, I see what I'm doing, but when I look back on it I don't remember how I felt or why I did it. I have lots of trauma, I just don't want to say, there's more than one of me. I feel trapped in my own mind, like there's not enough room. I won't say I'm not scared. I made a chart, names, none of it is right. I don't know how I'm supposed to learn what's happening inside. I feel like it's just me hoping for an answer and this is just some made up idea I have of it.

    emma burnsemma burnsVor 15 Tage
  • Does anyone identify with the body's name? Or have you guys just thrown your birth name in the trash?

    RosegamesRosegamesVor 15 Tage
  • Hang in there Nin! New filing set up is great, and you are so awesome and such an inspiration to us!

    Willow Hedge SystemWillow Hedge SystemVor 16 Tage
  • I'm asking purely out of interest, do you and your alters all age at the same rate?

    Atlas HunterAtlas HunterVor 16 Tage
    • Some of the alters age with the body, some are stuck in a specific time, some of them are sliders (switch between ages) Hope this helps

      Gracie KentGracie KentVor 13 Tage
  • I’m so eternally grateful for this account. Number 1, because this channel is highly educational and very correct. Number 2, it spreads awareness for others, and to me it indicates me to be more kind for some reason, which is really good! You’re alters are so kind! I love them! I’ve had a rough two years and this account has helped me realise I’m not the only one! Thank you!

    Sammy JanetSammy JanetVor 16 Tage
  • We love you. Please stay safe.

    Emmeline SutliffEmmeline SutliffVor 16 Tage
  • I am glad to have learned about you, I am fascinated and saddened about this subject. The idea of how this disorder comes about is hard to think about. But listening to your progress and optimistic energy is encouraging.

    Kirk frodslemowKirk frodslemowVor 16 Tage
  • Hello. I'd like some advice from you,but only if you feel like answering, I don't want to force you to answer. I want to represent a character with DID in a web series I'm working on with some friends, and it would be nice if you could give me some examples of what I should and souldn't do. I've been watching some of your videos to understand DID better,but I don't want to make a typical murderer psychopath character,and I also don't want to offend anybody. Sorry if I said something wrong, I'm still learning english,I'm also sorry if I've been disrespectful in any way, and thank you if you get to read my comment. I really like the channel and enjoy your videos

    Alejandro CastellanoAlejandro CastellanoVor 16 Tage
  • I have a question Is it normal as a child to block out a couple of memories that happened in your life even if its unintentional? My mother told me that i went to therapy at the age of 6 and talk to the therapist for some time until i just refused to talk at all towards the therapist all together. I have no memory of this event happening a t a l l No matter how many times i try to remember, nothing comes up but as i grew up i subconsciously grew to hating therapist and not exactly knowing why. Another thing is that my mother told me when i was little aroud the age of 6 to 8 i caught my mom doing the do and my mother made an excuse saying she was playing leap frog. I also do not remember this happening at all but i definitely remember tge day after bc i was jumping off my brothers back saying thats how you play leap frog and watch my mother laugh her ass off and me not knowing why. Is this normal to happen? Or did i actually went through amnesia as a child. I tried to look this up but it keeps on relating to traumatic events but i dont consider these things as traumatic for me.

    Killer queenKiller queenVor 16 Tage
    • It's probably not amnesia, just your brain getting rid of (what it thinks are) unimportant memories to make way for new ones. It's impossible to remember everything, and as more time goes on the more you forget from when you were a child

      Tregenza TTregenza TVor 6 Tage
    • This all sounds very normal. You don't remember everything, especially from childhood. Your brain can't hold all that memory because it's not useful for living. I fell off a bookcase as a young child but I don't remember any of it. But I have a scar on my head, so something happened for sure. Did I get amnesia from that trauma or did my brain just not care about remembering? I don't know lol

      Saiyuri CoSaiyuri CoVor 11 Tage
  • Don't you hate it when you start to question if you have DID or not and your brain just starts to freak out about it because DID works for you to know you dont have it and my brain is just ahhhhhyh.

    Killer queenKiller queenVor 16 Tage
  • I love all of you guys❤️

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  • Where's your ring from Nan?

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